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		<title>The Memorial Coatroom Literary Society Reads Colette</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2011 05:14:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Last month, the Memorial Coatroom Literary Society met to discuss Colette&#8217;s &#8220;The Vagabond&#8221; (1910). By an odd chance (or inclination?) we chose yet another book translated from French, written by a famous woman author. None of us had read any Colette, though Courtney directed a play about Colette&#8217;s stint as a stage performer, so we [...]]]></description>
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-GhgL3cAmRrU/ThfgeDPswbI/AAAAAAAABxw/rcW14NxuQv4/s1600/colette_sidoniegabrielle.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 153px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-GhgL3cAmRrU/ThfgeDPswbI/AAAAAAAABxw/rcW14NxuQv4/s200/colette_sidoniegabrielle.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5627213066294575538" /></a>Last month, the <a href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/05/the-memorial-coatroom-literary-society-reads-george-sand/">Memorial Coatroom Literary Society</a> met to discuss Colette&#8217;s &#8220;The Vagabond&#8221; (1910).  By an odd chance (or inclination?) we chose yet another book translated from French, written by a famous woman author.  None of us had read any Colette, though Courtney directed a play about Colette&#8217;s stint as a stage performer, so we opted to try The Vagabond (fiction based on her performing life) rather than her more well-known Claudine books.<br />
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NmLPjn3GJ_0/ThfhAA9j4cI/AAAAAAAAByA/DL4eGXRY-MU/s1600/can%2Bcan.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-NmLPjn3GJ_0/ThfhAA9j4cI/AAAAAAAAByA/DL4eGXRY-MU/s200/can%2Bcan.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5627213649797177794" /></a>And to discuss this post-fin-de-siècle (I guess just siècle?) story of the French stage, we decided to meet up at Seattle&#8217;s greatest Burlesque show and bar, <a href="http://www.thecancan.com/">Can Can</a>. Buried under Pike Place Market, Can Can is the creative home of the <a href="http://www.thecancan.com/theperformance.htm">Can Can Castaways</a>: in my opinion, the best artists bar none in Seattle, regardless of genre.  The Castaways are avante garde, witty, beautiful and truly celebratory of the human body. (And the bar has some fabulous absinthe cocktails).<br />
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<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-diYsJjsm-Os/ThffkRgGBaI/AAAAAAAABxo/KZIILmXsbcA/s1600/vagabond.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-diYsJjsm-Os/ThffkRgGBaI/AAAAAAAABxo/KZIILmXsbcA/s200/vagabond.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5627212073689023906" /></a>So the three of us drank our cocktails and disussed a hundred-year-old book, cuz that&#8217;s how we roll.<br />
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We all identifed with the protagonist in some enlightening and disturbing ways. We were also suprised to find the story far more existential than plot-oriented. Shasti said she would have liked it more if it been actually written as memoir instead of as veiled biographical <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dD8mhBVQjRw/ThfiED15I5I/AAAAAAAAByY/tCcQ94JJ-bs/s1600/both.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dD8mhBVQjRw/ThfiED15I5I/AAAAAAAAByY/tCcQ94JJ-bs/s200/both.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5627214818801427346" /></a>fiction. And I agree, since the main character was compelling (or at least authentic feeling) but there was little in the narrative to keep you turning the pages.  Courtney called the book more a philosophical exercise than story.<br />
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But though we didn&#8217;t fall in love with the book by any means, we found it fascinating, and well-worth reading.<br />
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-DOR-iB44e7Y/Thfh00IYaJI/AAAAAAAAByQ/t4evypzUXKA/s1600/shasi.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-DOR-iB44e7Y/Thfh00IYaJI/AAAAAAAAByQ/t4evypzUXKA/s200/shasi.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5627214556885969042" /></a>AND, since the editions we read were greatly lacking in annotations or informative footnotes, I created an <a href="http://thememorialcoatroom.wikispaces.com/The+Vagabond">online home</a> for our literary society where we can upload our annotations, research as well as update our list of potential bookclub books!<br />
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Yes. Be amazed at our awesomeness.<br />
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Here&#8217;s my official book review.  And coming soon&#8230;we dive into 18th century gothic sensationalism! Woo hoo!<br />
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<a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/8242141-the-vagabond" style="float: left; padding-right: 20px"><img alt="The Vagabond (Dover Books on Literature &#038; Drama)" border="0" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1283139619m/8242141.jpg" /></a><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/8242141-the-vagabond">The Vagabond</a> by <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/51575.Colette">Colette</a><br/><br />
My rating: <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/review/show/174068779">3 of 5 stars</a></p>
<p>For those expecting &#8220;Diaries of a French Burlesque Dancer&#8221;, prepare to be disappointed. While one may approach Colette&#8217;s behind-the-scenes of a traveling pantomime artist in turn-of-the-century France expecting it to be flavored with salacious frivolity to match Colette&#8217;s reputation, what you&#8217;ll find is more an existentialist rumination on ambivalence, than story of a passionate life.  In fact, if there&#8217;s one thing that most defines the divorcee-turned-stage-performer Reneé Neré, it&#8217;s her distrust of passion.  Colette&#8217;s largely-biographical novel tracks the frustrations, distractions and depressions of a woman in her early thirties whom, in the fallout of a disastrous and damaging marriage, chooses a life of solitude on the stage, rather than one of societal rules.  But it&#8217;s not a story of the gay and free life of an artist. Instead, the monotony and doubt expressed by Reneé are all-too-recognizable for any single woman reader today, particularly if that reader is in-between jobs and still trying to figure out what to do with her life, with men, and with herself. (ahem).<br/><br/>Did I enjoy this book? Not particularly. The protagonist&#8217;s reflections on self-doubt and self-denial are disruptive, and even at times, numbing. <br/>Do I respect this book? Absolutely. To read something that speaks so frankly about women&#8217;s experience, women&#8217;s fears and women&#8217;s strength much less about a woman living in her own apartment and making her own living during a time when corsets were still ubiquitous, is both humbling and empowering.  But to spend time with Reneé Neré, is to linger in a space of dissociative hesitation and unconscious compulsion. It&#8217;s uncomfortable, but truthful. <br/><br />
Read, respect, but do not expect to revel.<br />
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**The Dover Edition is terrible. Stanley Applebaum&#8217;s introduction is meant to replace what endnotes would be, but this book desperately needs endnotes for the cultural and historical references. Also, Applebaums new &#8220;Americanized&#8221; translation reads at times like an Archie comic book. The Enid MacLeod translation may be 60 years old and egregiously British, but it&#8217;s still better.**<br />
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		<title>&#8220;Worthy of What One Great Woman Should Have Written of Another&#8221;:  Gaskell&#8217;s Life of Brontë</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 23 May 2011 16:53:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Kj</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Life of Charlotte Bronte by Elizabeth Gaskell My rating: 4 of 5 stars In my late teens, I read nearly every Charlotte Brontë biography in the cannon, except the most famous one: the one written by her friend, fellow author Elizabeth Gaskell. I skipped it for a few reasons. One, every contemporary biography essentially [...]]]></description>
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<a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6697571-the-life-of-charlotte-bronte" style="float: left; padding-right: 20px"><img alt="The Life of Charlotte Bronte (Oxford World's Classics)" border="0" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1266829233m/6697571.jpg" /></a><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6697571-the-life-of-charlotte-bronte">The Life of Charlotte Bronte</a> by <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/1413437.Elizabeth_Gaskell">Elizabeth Gaskell</a><br />
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My rating: <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/review/show/153728185">4 of 5 stars</a><br />
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In my late teens, I read nearly every Charlotte Brontë biography in the cannon, except the most famous one: the one written by her friend, fellow author Elizabeth Gaskell. I skipped it for a few reasons. One, every contemporary biography essentially ransacks Gaskell&#8217;s work, citing it every three pages or so. So, I kind of felt like I&#8217;d already read it. Second, Brontë biographies were my introduction to &#8220;Mrs. Gaskell&#8221; and they didn&#8217;t paint her in the best light. Most 20th century Brontë biographers see Gaskell as having written a hyper-glossed apologetic for Charlotte&#8217;s feminine merits, highlighting wherever possible, no matter how illogical, that Brontë was a model daughter and housekeeper.  I assumed therefore that &#8220;Mrs Gaskell&#8221; was ashamed of Charlotte&#8217;s passionate nature and literary ventures, and was trying to bury them under a safe Victorian &#8220;angel in the house&#8221; motif.<br/><br/>Fifteen years later, having read some of Gaskell&#8217;s fiction, I know that couldn&#8217;t be the case. Gaskell was anything but ashamed of strong women or iconoclasts.  So was what Brontë biographers implied true?  It was time to find out for myself.<br/><br/>First of all, the greatest challenge (for me) reading <em>Gaskell&#8217;s Life of Brontë</em> is that I&#8217;ve never read 19th century biography. It is one behemoth of a genre, and one that few of us have context for anymore. Back in the day, it seemed the great past time (or duty) of every great writer was to eulogize other great writers with epic biographies. If you want to explore some of these, Charlotte Brontë herself suggests:</p>
<p> <em>&#8220;for biography, read Johnson&#8217;s Lives of the Poets, Boswell&#8217;s Life of Johnson, Southey&#8217;s Life of Nelson, Lockhart&#8217;s Life of Burns, Moore&#8217;s Life of Sheridan, Moore&#8217;s Life of Byron,&#8221;</em> </p>
<p>&#8230;and so on.  So entering <em>Gaskell&#8217;s Life of Brontë</em> is to some extent, an expedition into the world of those leather-bound tomes full of dates, correspondences, and panegyrics from one great author to another. As one who reads 150 year-old fiction on a nonstop basis, this genre still felt quite foreign.<br/><br/>In persevering, though, I found some things well worth the search. I read the Oxford Classics edition and highly recommend it for its notes.  The main challenge in reading, is that Gaskell is bound both by Victorian propriety and by perceived obligation to her friend Charlotte, to protect both her privacy and her reputation. Thus, no juicy bits or suppositions about what&#8217;s happening in-between the lines of her letters (and life). But the Oxford notes offer great annotations and corrections when possible. That enervating habit of 19th century authors to blank out names of people and places, gets filled in by flipping to the end notes. Hallelujah. (Though this did triple the length of reading time).<br/><br/>I still felt pretty distant from the Charlotte Brontë presented in the pages. The version of her you get is so much Gaskell&#8217;s redaction, that despite 70% of the text being letters from Brontë&#8217;s own hand, it still feels emotionally and contextually distant, (at least for this modern reader). But that&#8217;s likely a genre and context issue.  It&#8217;s clear that Gaskell wanted Brontë&#8217;s critics to know that the author of <em>Jane Eyre, Shirley</em> and <em>Villette</em> was an unassuming and unpretentious  woman who lived a quiet life of suffering and struggle, and who shied away from fame. Against Brontë&#8217;s detractors who accused her pseudonymous &#8220;Currer Bell&#8221; of being &#8220;course&#8221; and &#8220;un-Christian,&#8221; Gaskell displays the deep moral and spiritual convictions, reservedness and compassion that epitomized this Yorkshire curate&#8217;s daughter.<br/><br/>Though <em>Gaskell&#8217;s Life of Brontë</em> is perhaps less illuminating of Brontë&#8217;s relationships and life choices than is contemporary scholarship, the work is indeed, as Charlotte&#8217;s father Rev Patrick Brontë said, <em>&#8220;in every way worthy of what one great woman should have written of another.&#8221;</em><br/><br/>What I enjoyed most was the amount of correspondence time Brontë takes in recommending and critiquing literature. Her relationship with her publishers turned into what seemed a perpetual book club of trading books and reviews.  And what sticks out so often is that Brontë rarely mentions plot construction, setting or even language. Her responses almost always center on what the author uncovers or expresses of true human nature, or how the heart and mind of the author is revealed in their writing. That&#8217;s how I read Brontë&#8217;s writing as well. Not surprising then that it was in these passages that I got the clearest sense of who this woman was, and as a result, drew nearer to her.<br/><br/><em>Gaskell&#8217;s Life of Brontë</em> is a must-read for any Brontë devotee, even if only to gain respect and sympathy for the short and impacting friendship shared by two culture-shaping women, who could never have predicted the reach of their legacies.  This is Elizabeth mourning the loss of her friend Charlotte, in the kindest way she could think of. It is much appreciated.<br />
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 May 2011 02:23:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Late at night, Friday April 15, I wrote yet another post about the many businesses in my adopted neighborhood of Lower Queen Anne that were closing their doors. What I could never have predicted, is that only 12 hours later, I would receive notice that the place where I&#8217;ve worked since 2006, the entire reason [...]]]></description>
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Late at night, Friday April 15, I wrote yet another post about the many businesses in my adopted neighborhood of Lower Queen Anne that were <a href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/04/block-busted/">closing their doors</a>. What I could never have predicted, is that only 12 hours later, I would receive notice that the place where I&#8217;ve worked since 2006, the entire reason for Lower Queen Anne having a gravitational pull on my life, was closing it&#8217;s doors, THE NEXT DAY. Yep. I found out during the Saturday matinee that the next day&#8217;s show would be the theatre&#8217;s last for the rest of the year.  After an emergency board meeting that morning, <a href="http://www.intiman.org/faq/">Intiman Theatre announced</a> it was going on hiatus for all of 2011.<br />
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Needless to say, we were shocked.  While we were acquainted with the <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2011/05/19/theater/intiman-theater-in-seattle-and-its-financial-crisis.html/?_r=1&#038;src=mtwt&#038;twt=mnytimestheater">financial challenges</a> we and NEARLY EVERY arts organization in the US are facing, we thought we&#8217;d cleared the major danger for 2011 and were more or less, set for a solid year of shows. Instead, the closing day of the season&#8217;s first production, became the closing day of the entire season.<br />
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<div id="attachment_2329" class="wp-caption alignleft" style="width: 197px"><a rel="attachment wp-att-2329" href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/05/little-did-she-know/bottles/"><img class="size-medium wp-image-2329" title="bottles" src="http://kjswanson.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/bottles-187x250.jpg" alt="" width="187" height="250" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text"><em>St Germain, Chartreuse, Violette. We did not get enough time together</em></p></div>Intially, after the shock, I thought I&#8217;d blog about it immediately. The excrutiating irony of having just written about the <a href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/02/the-time-machine-of-not-leaving/">closed-doors of Lower Queen Anne</a> and finding that the doors were closing on me as well, seemed like it had to be addressed, and quickly. But unsuprisingly, the pain was one I couldn&#8217;t write about without some distance.  I can say now, that on that final Sunday, since I was House Managing, I was the last person in the building- I locked the gates outside, went in through the access door to turn off the lights, stood there in the upper lobby where I&#8217;d first walked into the building for my interview in October 2006, and just started sobbing. That building, with it&#8217;s green sofas, enclosed courtyard, giant hallways and tall columns, had been a holding place for me during the greatest time of transition in my life. There was only one  month of my living in Seattle, where I was not employed at Intiman, and spending some 30 hours a week there.<br />
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<div id="attachment_2334" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 260px"><a rel="attachment wp-att-2334" href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/05/little-did-she-know/specialty/"><img class="size-medium wp-image-2334" title="specialty" src="http://kjswanson.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/specialty-250x187.jpg" alt="" width="250" height="187" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text"><em>My last specialty cocktails on display</em></p></div>The loss of the job is certainly upsetting in terms of needing to find a new one, but mostly what I&#8217;ve lost is the home and holding place of so many memories. I stood behind that bar reading Martin Buber in my first term of graduate school and sat in front of the bar with my laptop plugged-in writing my thesis in my 4th year. In 2007 I sat in the courtyard and did my Hebrew homework. In 2008 I had to stay downtown during the blizzard so I could make it to our Black Nativity performances. In 2009 I sat in the conference room watching Dr Horrible with <a href="http://ianklein.me/">Ian</a>. in 2010 I got my first taste of not having to do any class work during my breaks, because I had graduated.  And all this doesn&#8217;t cover the friendships I made, the friends who joined me in working there, the five years of inside jokes, cocktails created, play-dialogue memorized and repeated, and wine-wrapper dubloons made.<br />
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<div id="attachment_2337" class="wp-caption alignleft" style="width: 260px"><a rel="attachment wp-att-2337" href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/05/little-did-she-know/bar-menus/"><img class="size-medium wp-image-2337" title="bar menus" src="http://kjswanson.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/bar-menus-250x187.jpg" alt="" width="250" height="187" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text"><em>All my Signature Cocktail Menus standing at attention on the tables</em></p></div>It took a while to have a sense of what the rest of the year will look like for Intiman and the building that&#8217;s been our home. On the last Sunday, I told my staff, &#8220;Just think nuclear winter. Anything you wouldn&#8217;t want left to dust and rot for the next year, throw away or lock up.&#8221;  But the past few weeks have been encouraging as we now know that we&#8217;re still going to host some rentals and other performances as usual. It&#8217;s <em>our</em> shows that aren&#8217;t happening. And that last day when I walked out fearing that I&#8217;d ever get to step foot in the building again? Well, I&#8217;ve actually been working there a fair bit the past month, manging some events that were planned for the month break between shows.<br />
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<div id="attachment_2340" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 260px"><a rel="attachment wp-att-2340" href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/05/little-did-she-know/pre-orders/"><img class="size-medium wp-image-2340" title="pre orders" src="http://kjswanson.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/pre-orders-250x187.jpg" alt="" width="250" height="187" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text"><em>My last batch of intermission pre-orders</em></p></div>But safe to say, if Intiman recouperates and is able to reopen in 2012, it will be a very differnt Intiman. New staff, new mission, new structure. So even if I end up working for them again, the Intiman I&#8217;ve known, loved, served, and been loved and served by, is gone.<br />
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With only 2 hours notice that my Saturday April 16 bartending shift would be my last time behind the bar until who-knew-when, I took some pictures as a last-ditch sudden effort at closure.  It was only that morning that I&#8217;d let myself into the building, walked to the bar which I&#8217;d closed down the night before, and breathed a sigh of delight, feeling deep gratitude for how much I loved working there.<br />
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Goodbye Intiman of my (late) youth. I treasured every moment of our time together.<br />
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		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2011 06:47:29 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Only a few weeks ago, I stepped out of the Closing Sale of the Lower Queen Anne Blockbuster holding the copy of Jane Campion&#8217;s Bright Star I&#8217;d just purchased for $5.99, and found myself facing the closed movie theater across the street where I had seen the film one year ago. Both businesses now bereft [...]]]></description>
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Only a few weeks ago, I stepped out of the Closing Sale of the Lower Queen Anne Blockbuster holding the copy of Jane Campion&#8217;s <em>Bright Star</em> I&#8217;d just purchased for $5.99, and found myself facing the closed movie theater across the street where I had seen the film one year ago. Both businesses now bereft of life&#8230;and movies.<br />
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Not that I feel much sadness over the loss of a Blockbuster, but my neighborhood-away-from-home seems to just keep going bust. The Blockbuster is officially closed now. They spent over a month in closing sale, lowereing prices by $1 each week. Naturally, I found more and more used DVDs to purchase as the prices sank. What I passed up at $6, I took home at $4.<br />
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What will take over the Blockbuster storefront? What will they do with the fake marquee? This marqee facade that faces a real, <a href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2011/02/the-time-machine-of-not-leaving/">85 year old marquee</a>, also empty until it&#8217;s hopefully rescued by another movie theater company.<br />
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While I ponder these sad notions and wander the movie-less block of Queen Anne Blvd between Mercer &#038; Republican, I am &#8220;comforted&#8221; by the expansion of my own film collection. Welcome, new friends. Your arrival bears sad tidings elsewhere.<br />
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		<title>For Unto Us A Hobbit Is Given</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 15 Apr 2011 07:39:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s an amazing day to be alive. It&#8217;s as if Father Christmas made it possible to relive all your favorite Christmases past, only you&#8217;d be reliving them in the present and receiving all new gifts. It&#8217;s as if, when walking out your front door this morning you discovered, instead of being in your cul de [...]]]></description>
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It&#8217;s an amazing day to be alive. It&#8217;s as if Father Christmas made it possible to relive all your favorite Christmases past, only you&#8217;d be reliving them in the present and receiving all new gifts. It&#8217;s as if, when walking out your front door this morning you discovered, instead of being in your cul de sac, that you were in Narnia, and thus would be both filled with joy at knowing Narnia was real, but also would feel like you&#8217;re returning to the Narnia you had always known so well through story.<br />
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-R3JcGMxpyUc/Tafye-tk1II/AAAAAAAABtE/lp3uR5b7rjE/s1600/51cnbq-bbwl.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 124px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-R3JcGMxpyUc/Tafye-tk1II/AAAAAAAABtE/lp3uR5b7rjE/s200/51cnbq-bbwl.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595707676075283586" /></a>This past December and January, I re-read The Lord of the Rings trilogy for the first time in ten years. (I remember reading <em>The Two Towers</em> for hours in the baggage check line the first time I was in an airport after the attacks of 9/11). Following my reading, I set about watching the extended versions of the films, multiple times with different commentaries. As I listened to Peter, Fran and Phillipa talk about what we would see &#8220;when Two Towers comes out,&#8221; I remembered all the longing and anticiaption that came with the years of waiting for each film to arrive, and later, the indescribable feeling of delight, inclusion and pride we ALL felt listening to the cast and crew talk about their experiences making the films for two or more years straight. We felt like we were there with them.<br />
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-J_q3dTPMC80/TafzU4qZuPI/AAAAAAAABtU/FzgGFCR4lvk/s1600/lord_of_the_rings_the_fellowship_of_the_ring_ver1.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 254px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-J_q3dTPMC80/TafzU4qZuPI/AAAAAAAABtU/FzgGFCR4lvk/s400/lord_of_the_rings_the_fellowship_of_the_ring_ver1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595708602164295922" /></a>But listening to the commentaries now, I mostly felt sad that so much time had passed from those years where every December brought some new treasure from Peter Jackson&#8217;s Tolkien masterpiece. I was aghast when I realized that this December would mark the 10 year anniversary of The Fellowship of the Ring being released.  TEN YEARS?? I wanted to crawl back into my early twenties and dream about marrying Elijah Wood and playing RISK with the other Hobbits and of accidentally running into Dominic Monaghan in LA and finding out that we were meant to be best friends. I wanted to beam myself back to a time when listening to the cast commentaries, I could still feel assured that they were all friends and would stay that way forever. Now I mostly wonder, where&#8217;s Orlando Blooom got to?  The separation of their Fellowship in the film, in the shooting of the film and ending of all the press tours, and now the passing of years, becomes a separation of the Fellowship for the fans, no matter what form that fandom takes.<br />
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My fandom is mostly expressed by a deep commitment to metaphor. I don&#8217;t go to conventions or stalk online info or write fan fiction or even fan blog. My fandom is the lived-out story of how my life intersects with the film&#8217;s story and where the films have been present in my story. It&#8217;s the friendships where I&#8217;m Frodo and they are Sam, or vice versa, but where we&#8217;re also elves and also Aragorn and it&#8217;s the different US states I viewed the films in as they were released, and it&#8217;s how I survived my own crawl up Mt Doom, (more than once) and was never alone. My fandom is one I think Tolkein would approve- it&#8217;s the mythopoeic Secondary World that has enriched and added meaning to my daily life.<br />
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<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-FSL1X6yKPs8/TafxqZpjQzI/AAAAAAAABss/TJxZpzbZJIs/s1600/384px-Hobbit_cover.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 128px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-FSL1X6yKPs8/TafxqZpjQzI/AAAAAAAABss/TJxZpzbZJIs/s200/384px-Hobbit_cover.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5595706772773094194" /></a>So why is today an amazing day to be alive? Because Peter Jackson just released the first behind-the-scenes footage from the set of The Hobbit, the prequel story to the Lord of the Rings, which is being shot using much of the same cast, crew and set as the films of 10 years ago. It&#8217;s happening again, only better because we were just beginning to accept life would never be as rich as it was when we were all living in Middle Earth together. It&#8217;s real again.  It&#8217;s like we are Sam, seeing Gandlaf ALIVE and saying, &#8220;Is everything sad going to come untrue? What&#8217;s happenned to the world?&#8221;  Can we really have MORE of what we love so?<br />
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Peter Jackson promises yes.<br />
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And like Sam, I reply, &#8220;How do i feel? Well, I don&#8217;t know how to say it. I feel&#8230;I feel like spring after winter, and sun on leaves; and like trumpets and harps and all the songs I ever heard.&#8221;<br />
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Waiting has never felt so good. Again.<br />
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		<title>Les Miserables: Still Not Entirely Sure How Hugo Felt Abut Their Misery</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 07 Apr 2011 20:51:10 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Les Miserables by Victor Hugo My rating: 4 of 5 stars Having come to Les Miserables with only a North American osmosis-knowledge of the musical, memories of the 1998 film, and a lifetime of sermons referencing the encounter between Jean Valjean, the Bishop and the candlesticks, I am surprised by what I actually found here. [...]]]></description>
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<a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/5497281-les-miserables" style="float: left; padding-right: 20px"><img alt="Les Miserables (Modern Library Classics)" border="0" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1255727075m/5497281.jpg" /></a><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/5497281-les-miserables">Les Miserables</a> by <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/13661.Victor_Hugo">Victor Hugo</a><br/><br />
My rating: <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/review/show/150228101">4 of 5 stars</a></p>
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Having come to Les Miserables with only a North American osmosis-knowledge of the musical, memories of the 1998 film, and a lifetime of sermons referencing the encounter between Jean Valjean, the Bishop and the candlesticks, I am surprised by what I actually found here.  <br/><br/>Maybe it was all the times I&#8217;ve seen high-schoolers perform &#8220;Do You Hear the People Sing?&#8221;, but somehow I got it in my brain that this was about the French Revolution. Maybe I conflated it with&#8221; A Tale of Two Cities&#8221; (wouldn&#8217;t be hard to do). But instead, we find ourselves in 1830 for the most part, dealing with a France recovering or revolting from the post-Napoleonic return to monarchy. While I know a lot about what was happening in England from 1790-1840, French history of this period is pretty much a blank for me. As a result, every time Hugo spent a couple chapters recreating the battle of Waterloo blow for blow or profiling specific royalist publications vs republican barroom conversations, I couldn&#8217;t help but feel a bit lost/bored.<br/><br/>Because here&#8217;s the charming/enervating thing about Hugo&#8217;s writing. You notice early on that every time a new character is introduced or even a new building entered, you are regaled with 40 pages detailing the history of everything leading up to the moment at hand, or sometimes ending twenty years in the past, with connections to the present only to be made 700 pages later.  At first, especially when pertaining to the Bishop and his sister, these pastoral expansions of narrative-background help the reader gain a wide sense of the world inhabited by the characters. But by page 1030 when Hugo decides to spend 6 chapter sections on the history of Parisian sewers and how France would flourish financially if it used human waste to fertilize farmlands, you can&#8217;t blame yourself if you decide to skim a bit.<br/><br/>Ultimately, any adaptation of Les Miserables is plot-focused: Jean Valjean&#8217;s journey of atonement/rehabilitation or the love story between Cosette and Marius. But when you read the novel, it&#8217;s pretty clear that plot was just a means for Hugo to ruminate on a changing France and the forces which altered her.  The book is far more history text than novel.  <br/><br/>Further, Hugo appears a bit cagey in how he&#8217;s actually portraying his protagonists. It&#8217;s often difficult to discern when he&#8217;s praising their actions or mocking their self-delusions. Most surprising was the narration of the riots and barricade. Unlike the stouthearted portrayals on film and stage, these scenes from Hugo most often read sardonically and mockingly. He seems to treat all the characters with a fair bit of irony and often patronizes their noble intentions and celebrates their ineffectualness. This is not the anthemic battle cry of a Broadway show; it&#8217;s a deliberation on mankind&#8217;s folly and the ever-eroding nature of time. <br/><br/>Hugo&#8217;s ostensibly playful, ironic style also comes through rather delightfully in his obtuse chapter names, such as:<br />
<br/>&#8220;V. It&#8217;s Not Enough To Be A Drunk To Be Immortal,&#8221;<br />
<br/>&#8220;XVI. Where You Will Find The Words Of An English Tune Fashionable In 1832,&#8221;<br />
<br/>or &#8220;IV. Mademoiselle Gillenormand Winds Up Deciding It Is Not Such A Bad Thing That Monsieur Fauchelevent Came With Something Under His Arm.&#8221;<br />
<br/><br/>Previously, I&#8217;ve never understood how people are willing to read an abridged version of a book. With Les Miserables, it makes sense. But then again, that leaves readers with the impression that Hugo only wrote a dramatic plot about identity and escape. If you&#8217;re going to tackle this epic, might as well read the one Hugo wanted you to know. Like Moby Dick, though, don&#8217;t beat yourself up if you skip 10 pages here and there.<br />
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		<title>&#8220;What Yankee Candle Means to Me&#8221; Episode 4</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 06 Apr 2011 08:02:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>The Time Machine of Not Leaving</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2011 22:51:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Early last December, I was checking movie times online and it appeared that my favorite Lower Queen Anne movie theatre was no longer operating. &#8220;That can&#8217;t be!,&#8221; I thought, for just a few days ago, I had picked up my friend Richard there after he watched a matinee of &#8220;The Social Network.&#8221; How could it [...]]]></description>
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Early last December, I was checking movie times online and it appeared that my favorite Lower Queen Anne movie theatre was no longer operating. &#8220;That can&#8217;t be!,&#8221; I thought, for just a few days ago, I had picked up my friend Richard there after he watched a matinee of &#8220;The Social Network.&#8221; How could it close with no warning?<br />
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-XbyQIWV8Ac4/TV2jOQGpUBI/AAAAAAAABq8/cePS0BI541k/s1600/239994528.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-XbyQIWV8Ac4/TV2jOQGpUBI/AAAAAAAABq8/cePS0BI541k/s320/239994528.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574791378990878738" /></a>But it was true.  It closed November 28, 2010. That movie theater was the only theater I could easily get to by bus, meaning: this was my &#8220;I&#8217;m going to see a movie by myself&#8221; theater. And If you have one of those theaters of your own, you understand what I&#8217;ve lost.<br />
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With Intiman in its off-season, I hadn&#8217;t been spending much time in my neighborhood-away-from-home, Lower Queen Anne, so it took me until this week to see this sad, sad sign over the Lower Queen Anne Uptown AMC Movie Theater.<br />
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-886CzH_lA0U/TV2jgjYJLTI/AAAAAAAABrM/DmatiuH5AaQ/s1600/uptown%2B66.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-886CzH_lA0U/TV2jgjYJLTI/AAAAAAAABrM/DmatiuH5AaQ/s320/uptown%2B66.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574791693402189106" /></a>I did a little research, and found that The Uptown Theater was 84 years old, in operation since 1926. It was originally one screen, like all movie theaters back in the day, but expanded to three screens decades  later. It&#8217;s strange to see pictures of the old neighboring businesses and think, &#8220;I sat right where that restaurant is and watched &#8216;The Young Victoria&#8217; for the sixth time.&#8217;&#8221;<br />
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What I&#8217;ve realized recently, is that I&#8217;ve now lived in Seattle and worked in lower Queen Anne, longer than I&#8217;ve lived or worked anywhere in my adult life. I&#8217;ve spent more hours at the bus stop on Queen Anne &#038; Mercer than I did at the C train stop on Franklin Ave or 42nd street combined.  I&#8217;ve walked the sidewalk past Metropolitan Market and Twice-Sold Tales long enough to see both of those business either shrink or expand.**  And for the first time since I was the age where I didn&#8217;t notice this kind of thing, I&#8217;ve frequented a neighborhood long enough to see one storefront business change hands three times.  I&#8217;ve followed the Taco Del Mar that became a Chase Bank and moved up two blocks into the old dry cleaner&#8217;s, now close again. Who will be there now?<br />
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<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-a1ruun31WTQ/TV2jv0UXsdI/AAAAAAAABrU/q1pjUqu1o_A/s1600/uptown%2B74.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-a1ruun31WTQ/TV2jv0UXsdI/AAAAAAAABrU/q1pjUqu1o_A/s320/uptown%2B74.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574791955647803858" /></a>In my tiny, commuter, renter-mentality, itinerantly-underpaid-but-over-educated, last gasp of Generation X way, I am finally a part of a neighborhood. It&#8217;s the place where I do most of my eating, working, walking and reading. I sleep in a different neighborhood, but I <em>live</em> in Lower Queen Anne.<br />
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Losing The Uptown means to some extant, a loss of independance: the abiblity to get off work after a matinee shift and catch a 7pm independant film by myself and not have to learn a new bus route or stand at a sketchy bus stop late at night (not that this ever bothers me&#8211;Brooklyn, baby!).<br />
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When I passed by the theater last week, there was a group of business-looking people wandering inside holding folders. I pray that they are executives from Landmark or SIFF or Regal Cinemas. As <a href="http://www.queenannenews.com/main.asp?SectionID=26&#038;SubSectionID=248&#038;ArticleID=31049">this article</a> implies, the space is really only good for a movie theatre, without having to do major reconstruction.  Lord preserve it from becoming condos!<br />
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Seeing a neighborhood change over a period of years, and getting a glimpse into how it&#8217;s changed long before I arrived, grounds me a bit in this strange field of space and time that I inhabit and exit with every second. Sometimes when I cross the street by Zingaro coffee shop, I think of how I was doing the same thing in 2007 and how much has changed in my life since then. And how very much I am the same. Like lower Queen Anne, my &#8220;storefronts&#8221; sometimes change occupants, but I&#8217;m still the same neighborhood.  And in the same breathe I wonder, how much longer do I get to stay?<br />
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P.S. The movies on the old marquees? The Pawnbroker starring Rod Steiger (1964) and MAME starring Lucille Ball (1974).<br />
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**According to Yelp, Twice Sold Tales is now closed as well, <strong>but it&#8217;s not because I walked past if today. So there</strong>.  And yes, I&#8217;m aware how the current economic situation is reflected in all of this. That&#8217;s part of being in a neighborhood too, I guess.</p>
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		<title>Patronizing Victoria</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 22 Jan 2011 02:33:12 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[We Two: Victoria and Albert: Rulers, Partners, Rivals by Gillian Gill My rating: 3 of 5 stars I had high hopes for this new biography of the relationship between Queen Victoria and Prince Consort Albert. While I learned a fair bit and enjoyed walking through their history, the biography suffers from some of my most [...]]]></description>
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<a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6287100-we-two" style="float: left; padding-right: 20px"><img alt="We Two: Victoria and Albert: Rulers, Partners, Rivals" border="0" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1255663960m/6287100.jpg" /></a><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6287100-we-two">We Two: Victoria and Albert: Rulers, Partners, Rivals</a><br />
 by <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/75635.Gillian_Gill">Gillian Gill</a><br/><br />
My rating: <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/review/show/92809336">3 of 5 stars</a><br />
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I had high hopes for this new biography of the relationship between Queen Victoria and Prince Consort Albert.  While I learned a fair bit and enjoyed walking through their history, the biography suffers from some of my most frustrating history-writing pet peeves. Information taken from letters and diaries often gets written narratively, such as &#8220;Seated on a little blue sofa, Victoria nestled in Albert&#8217;s bosom,&#8221; instead of indicating the voice of the journal&#8217;s author. The result is that personal details and moments end up reading like campy historical fiction instead of actual words from the profiled people.<br />
<br/>Also, the book often takes on a patronizing tone towards its subjects, too often critiquing Victoria and Albert from a 21st century posture rather than fleshing out their actions and relationship in light of their context. Not that proper context isn&#8217;t ever given, it just felt like Gill often took cheap shots, writing dismissively of Victoria&#8217;s emotional expressions and flippantly of Albert&#8217;s professorial demeanor.<br />
<br/>If you&#8217;re expecting to read the book version of &#8220;The Young Victoria,&#8221; you won&#8217;t get it here, nor did I expect to. But I did hope to see a fuller portrait of this rare royal marriage, beyond an attitude of &#8220;oh those dull and repressed Victorians.&#8221;<br />
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		<title>My Top Ten Favorite Films Of All Time</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[For years, I&#8217;ve used the phrase &#8220;it&#8217;s in my top 10 films of all time&#8221; to defend or add credibility to a film that was getting overlooked or dismissed by somebody. Of course I&#8217;d only say it if it really was in my top ten, but a few weeks ago I got caught off guard [...]]]></description>
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For years, I&#8217;ve used the phrase &#8220;it&#8217;s in my top 10 films of all time&#8221; to defend or add credibility to a film that was getting overlooked or dismissed by somebody. Of course I&#8217;d only say it if it really was in my top ten, but a few weeks ago I got caught off guard when someone said, &#8220;What are the other films in your top ten?&#8221;  I was nonplussed. Somehow I&#8217;d let the &#8220;Top Ten&#8221; hover in my mind as a Platonic essence or eschatological concept, but had never really asked those top ten films to tell me their names. I knew they were out there; I just never nailed them down. So as part of the rev up to <a href="http://kjswanson.com/blog/2010/01/the-list-2009/">The List 2010</a>, I decided to invite my Top Ten Films of All Time to materialize here on the blog.**<br />
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Here&#8217;s some of the criteria, though it&#8217;s really mostly inntuitive, and one could even say, these films <em>chose me</em>, not the other way around. In this list are the films that I can watch on repeat non-stop, films that would keep me sane if trapped of a desert island, films that shaped my imagination or understanding of story, films that make me laugh the hardest, films by my favorite writers &#038; directors, films that feature my narrative or creative heroes, and films that teach me more about my past, present and future everytime I watch them.  Simply put, if you were to watch all ten of these films, you&#8217;d have a pretty good idea of who I am.<br />
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<strong>My Top Ten Films of All Time</strong><br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0085334/">A Christmas Story</a> (1983)<br />
Jean Shepherd (writer), Bob Clark (director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0086879/">Amadeus</a> (1984)<br />
Peter Shaffer (writer), Milos Forman (director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0093565/">Moonstruck</a> (1987)<br />
John Patrick Shanley (writer), Norman Jewison (director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0098258/">Say Anything</a> (1989)<br />
Cameron Crowe (writer &#038; director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0102250/">L.A. Story</a> (1991)<br />
Steve Martin (writer), Mick Jackson (director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0114388/">Sense &#038; Sensibility</a> (1995)<br />
Emma Thompson (writer), Ang Lee (director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0265666/">The Royal Tenenbaums</a> (2001)<br />
Wes Anderson (writer &#038; director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0120737/fullcredits#writers">The Lord of the Rings Trilogy </a>(2001-2003)<br />
Peter Jackson (writer &#038; director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0304141/">Harry Potter: Prisoner of Azkaban</a> (2004)<br />
Steve Cloves (writer), Alfonso Cuaron (director)<br />
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<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0422720/">Marie Antoinette</a> (2006)<br />
Sofia Coppola (writer &#038; director)<br />
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<p>**The list is in order of release date; there is no preference hierarchy. Some of these have multiple screenwriters, but I just credited one writer each for simplicity. Also, I wrestled with whether or not to inlcude Lord of the Rings since in my mind it is beyond film or movie category, but simply, <em>IS</em>. But, according to the preceding criteria, there&#8217;s no way I could leave it off the list.<br />
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